There was a party today. Mike’s place (Peter’s friend) I went there w/ Mathieu and Mihoko. We had dinner together and Mathieu drived to there. (Rupert) There was many Canadian and Japanese, and also some Korean.

So, of course, I had many chance to meet many people. And I wanted to make friends. There was some cute Japanese girls. and many people. So .. what?
I don’t know I enjoyed.. but I’m sort of shy to ask their phone number and do something like “work” to girl. I got 2 phone numbers one is guy and one is girl, I think I can make them as a friend.

But I don’t really get the point. What do I want from them? just I need friend? what do I need? just hang out is not really my style. maybe I need a girl friend. maybe I need Japanese girl friend here. Maybe I need girl friend just for date. Maybe I don’t know what I want. Maybe just I don’t know anything.

Do I need girl friend? hm.. Might be…

Kind of make sense…

Not sure… Let’s go to bed.